Rockstar Land

	Mar. 21st, 2007 @ 09:09 pm

if i dont get some good news soon i dont know whats going to become of me

providenccceeee	Feb. 24th, 2007 @ 02:45 pm

I know it seems stupid, to put all my hopes into one school when i can get the same education and the same benefits from another college for less money such as UNH, but I really need to get into Providence. I really feel that it's where I can succeed and the students seem like the kind of people I belong with and although UNH is my second choice,to me it's very far away from my first choice. If I don't get into PC i really dont know what I'm going to do.

	Dec. 28th, 2006 @ 07:12 pm

now that deadlines for colleges are coming close, im freazing up. i dont want to do anything and evertime i go to do something my heart starts to race and i start thinking about the future and how scared i am that i will be rejected from providence. oh well, life goes on.

	Nov. 25th, 2006 @ 10:18 pm

I LOVE ARRY POTTA <3

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I dont know why. But Flags of Our Fathers made me realize just how much destruction there was throughout World War II. No other movie has effected me so much, or given me more insight as this movie did. haha i think everyone in the "theatre" knew just how much it effected me :-/ Nov. 17th, 2006 @ 10:13 pm (1 comment \| Leave a comment)

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FAMILY MEANS EVERYTHING<3. DONT TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED. Oct. 29th, 2006 @ 08:08 pm (Leave a comment)

So for the most part I feel really good about this year. This can all change with a split second. Though English is going to be extremely dificult and I had a huge let down today when I got my summer work back with both equaling a 5/9, I feel like the majority of my school year can be very successful. English worries me, I dont know how to make my writing better. I want to talk to my teacher and see what she thinks.
I'm excited because today was my first real day. We had long classes and senior break was in effect. We took notes and were given homework. Homework, I'm excited about it. Not the fact that I had to do some, but because of the fact that I did it. I think it's very possible for me to excel in anatomy if I keep up with my homework, even if that means bringing my book home every night. I have a quiz tomorrow and I want to get it over with so I can see where I stand. Precalc is going to kill me. I'm in with the retards and it's so bad i think I might have to move up. The only problem with moving up is that I have so much on my plate already, having a cake class like it benefits my homework and stress levels. I feel like a geek, but it feels good. After school I worked out, came home, ate dinner and started my homework and I was done by 7.00... all I can say is that it feels good to accomplish stuff timely.
Sep. 11th, 2006 @ 07:53 pm

SOOOO FIRST DAY OF COLLEGIO.
Sucked kind of.
Anatomy- LOVE Jowett. It should be challenging but if I do all my homework I should be all set. Lots of my friends are in that class... should be fuunn
AP English- Course sucks. Lots of reading. Lots of writing. Class is great Mike and Evan are there so i'm happy
Religion- Whatever. I'm happy i've got Mr.Hart... Leslie's not there, its not the same :(
Psych- Whatever, seems easy enough
Studys are with my old spanish teacher... EW.
Precalc- I'm in the lower level I guess i signed up for it, didnt know i was in the lowest with the retards. Kind of sucks, but hey, i'll feel really smart all the time
Acounting- Again with a bunch of tards, but whatever coach A is amazing
So overall. It's going to be a whatever sort of year. Im going to work my ass off to keep ontop of everything. I already have to start reading for AP... so that sucks. I want to get my shit done as soon as possible

GAAAAHHH. I already want to kill myself.
Sep. 6th, 2006 @ 08:11 pm

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R.I.P the greatest cat the world's ever seen. Jul. 8th, 2006 @ 09:23 pm (Leave a comment)

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EW. I had to work at 7:30 this morning. So last night I set my alarm for a nice early time so that i could get up, do my make-up, perhaps brush my hair and then head out for an iced coffee. OH TOO BAD I'M A RETARD. Yeah I used the alarm from school, too bad that's set for Monday- Friday. Yeeaahhh so I woke up at 7:15 and rushed around to find my clothes and stuff and then continued on being 10 minutes late without an iced coffee, make up or brushed hair. Good thing I look like a mammoth the day a wonderful crush is renewed. GOOD THING. I looked like a complete baffoon. Did I mention before that I absolutely love world cup time. It's amazing, I turn on the TV and there's a soccer match... it's like world cup time was specifically made for me, and maybe the other billion people that feel the exact same way I do. So did I already mention that I'm like a school girl with this crush of mine? Because I truly am. Amanda was excited when I told her "MaNDa12432: awwww dude i could totally hook that shit up" ahahahaha she's so sentimental. P.S that would be absolutely amazing if she did. Where did this come from you ask? Every time I see him I'm like "Wow. I like you" It's a very weird crush, I know, but it always comes around. He is an amazing tennis player, he's a sort of quiet funny, like I'd never expect him to be funny but then he comes up with a comment out of no where and I'm like "Wow. You're funny. I like you." ahahaha I don't know. I like being a school girl... it's fun.
Jun. 17th, 2006 @ 07:48 pm

So I've decided that I'm in love with half of England's soccer team. I mean Michael Owen, David Beckham, John Terry, Peter Crouch Frank Lampard? A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. I'm in a good mood and I don't know why. Just a plain old good mooood :) I feel like I need to do something with my life. I do nothing all day, not that I'm complaining. I like to do nothing, but it feels like I should be doing something. I feel bad that I skipped out on community service today, but there was really no way for me to get there. Oh well. They'll understand. Spring Sports Awards night was monday, I recieved the Coach's award, probably for being the only girl coach could bare... since she hates all of us. Oh well only one more year of her craziness plus the fact that we're gonna have someone actually watching over our goings ons so that she can't fuck up our shit. I'm excited to watch "Layer Cake" tonight, looks like a good mouvie. I know, I lead a sad boring life. Oh well, I'm done. This whole update your journal thing is so 5 minutes ago

oh and btw i'll leave you with this

frank lampard <3
Jun. 15th, 2006 @ 06:30 pm

SOO yar. Tennis is over. Thank you kind sir. I officially HATE coach. Before it was like yar, coach annoys me wicked bad and whatever but it's official, she's the biggest douche face ever. Anywho. This school year is basically over. We had a week off so they canceled finals. I'm really ok with that. Oh and to all you haters, yeah we had to make up for no finals with the most stressful week ever, last week. It was awful. I had to finish my portfolio, when i finally did it was the most amazing feeling ever. This upcoming week is going to be a joke. It's a 4 dayer im sooo excited that I'm almost out of school. I can't wait to start my job and have money, i'm also really excited that it's only 2 days out of the week so Heather and I will still be able to chill like its our job.

GAAHHH. NO FINALS!
p.s go see x-men 3 it was amazing

May. 27th, 2006 @ 05:02 pm

So i think i might start this thing up again. I know... you are excited.
So nothing's been really happening other than... OH YEAH. THE FLOOD OF '06. I havent had school all week. LOVIN IT!!! Summer is so close i can feel it. Oh p.s i have a summer job. tennis desk at cdale, only 10 hours a week. That's totally fine with me :). Its just me answering phones, directing people to where they need to go, booking court time. It's going to be nice. I apparently have a match tomorrow. Thanks for the update coach! All i've been doing with this week is sitting on my butt watching tennis. Oh, im ok with it...really. sdfgjhdkjghdflhgk. i want summer.now.
May. 17th, 2006 @ 02:06 pm

I hate the future. It scares me. Looking forward to what colleges I'm going to apply to with both academic options and tennis options to look at. I hate the fact that everyone is like "you got sooo much better over the winter". Yeah its good that i got better of course, but I'm still not good enough to compete at a high level. I want to play tennis for a college... i want to do something with my life other than just going to college. I want something that's going to keep me focused and keep me in college without boredom. I wish i just wasn't good at all so there wouldnt be any prospect of any kind that could get my hopes up. I want to get a letter or a package from a college saying they want me to come play for them. I want them to request me not for me to request that they look at me as a tiny option in the back of their minds. I'm going to be intense this winter and fall. I dont care, I'll go to the gym and the courts everyday after school if thats whats going to get me noticed by colleges. I'm not outstanding, I'm mediocre. I have some, some, natural talent, and then i have to work so hard to get mediocre. I wish it was easier to be amazing at tennis. But it isn't and life is hard.
May. 11th, 2006 @ 06:40 pm

I hate my life. I mean seriously. Whatever I do lately my mom hates me. I didn't clean enough. Cleaned all day today. Meehhh. "You dont have to clean EVERYTHING." Thanks mom. Got lost today on our way home from the beach. I knew how to get home, tried to tell Nick to take amesbury exit to 495. But does anyone fucking listen to me? no. I wanted to drive myself "wwaaaaaa. no im takin leslie." FUCKING CHRIST. I should have driven, I assumed Nick knew where he was going since he was so god damn stubborn about driving. But did he? FUCK NO. So we get lost in the middle of no where "newbury", nick doesnt know the speed limit he's going 44 in a 30 FUCKING GETS PULLED OVER. I'm on the phone with my mom, I see the lights, panic and tell her I have to go and hang up. Got home, SHE FLIPPED OUT because of the phone call. YAAAY. Cant tell her why I hung up because then she'd be pissed about Nick being a bad driver. FUCKING LOOOVVEE my life. this shit is absolute CRAP.
Apr. 20th, 2006 @ 09:21 pm

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you're a little bitch. that's all i have to say on that situation.
so yesterday me and heather had the official weirdest day EVER. just reffer to her entry for the scoop beccause i am waaay too lazy to type all that shit out.
junior prom scares the shit outta me. if i dont get a date im not going.basically how that's going down. i found the most perfect dress for me. heather and hiry loved it on me so i want it REAL bad and my mom likes the price, it's only $198. so thats nice.
im excited about seeing a soccer game at the end of apriiill!!! chris rolfe http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a95/cctennisgrl828/LIhRX6LS.jpg = LOVE and taylor twellman

http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a95/cctennisgrl828/75044A12435026-z.jpg thats a sick dress maaannnn
Apr. 2nd, 2006 @ 08:40 pm

hi. i havent done this in a whiiiile. nice ta meet ya.
tomorrow i have to play tennis... against like the hardest team in the league. that's going to suck some huge ass. i plan on driving myself, and heather may or may not be coming. i hope she does that'd be wicked nice. i'm so excited about having my own carrrr, it is an unbelievable feeling to know that i won't be so dependent on other people picking me up from school, tennis, heather's, bringing me out bringing me home from going out. asking people if they'd like to do something ANNNYYYYTIME IIIII want. not working around other people's schedules, just my own.
soooo i've picked out my classes for next year and it goes like this:
Religion: Faith and Reason/Christian Lifestyles
English: AP English Language
Math: Precal
Science: Anatomy and Physiology
History: Psychology
Spanish: I DROPPED IT'S MOTHA FUCKIN AAASSSSS
Elective: Acounting
i'm really excited about taking AP english, i was going to just take honors english, but apparently that course is harder than AP. sooo, next year is going to be a good year. p.s reealllyyy excited about dropping spanish if you couldn't tell.
really excited about a lot of things lately. tennis starting is not included in that list. we have a running practice on monday.... thats cool.. no, no it isnt. we really dont have a lot of time before the season starts to be doing running practices. we need to get our shit sorted out. good thing there isnt a schedule of tennis on our web site huuhh?
well i think im going to go clean my room with out being told to! AHH!
Mar. 17th, 2006 @ 04:45 pm

I hate being sickly. It's like i have no life. Oh wait, that's the truth.
Couldn't sleep over Heather's house tonight because I stayed home from school yesterday. But, oh no, you can play tennis Bridge, you can totally wear yourself out. PAH! who gives a shit if you're like dead tired. Go ahead and play tennis, but when it comes to relaxing with your best friend, nooo, you'll get more sick if you so that. Good thing my dad's logic makes total sense. If im well enough to play tennis, obviously im not well enough to go over heather's.
So now I'm stuck at home watching Law and Order: SVU, which is alright I guess because I love justice and i love files.
I have a bed time apparently. That's cool. I wanted to watch the Bryan Brothers, but i'll do that tomorrow. I actually wanted to see my mom more than watch the bryan brothers, maybe get a second serving of CHINESE FOOD. yuummm, thats exciting. perhaps ill disobey my father. oh gaaassshhh! oh well, i think im done. can't wait for tennis, and apparently i dont have to because its march? when did it become march? i dont know either.
ok peace out hommies. BE AGGRESSIVE B-E AGGRESSIVE B-E A-G-G-R-E-S-S-I-V-E. you know that cheer made your night
Mar. 4th, 2006 @ 09:01 pm

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OHH SO BORED.. so i think i'll update.
Monday: study... pahahaha not really. Hung out with heather. watched a movie and played some a to the mped. Had tennis, was ok.. didnt really feel that well but i still did the sprints and stuff. Wasnt my most amazing day of tennis playing.
Tuesday: AH/Alg2 midterms. I like broke my hand writing so much for history it was RIDIC!! I did everything on my calculator for algebra 2.
Wednesday: Phys/Spanish. thanks for saving me a seat in physics bo :). Physics was alright. If I had studied more it would have been a bit easier. SPANISH PAAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. was i really expected to know anything on that test? Played tennis with mom.. wasnt that great. we lost power.. got salads from texas
Thursday: ONLY ONE MIDTERM!! Got to take the car to school. YAAY. It was an amazing feeling. i wish i could do that everyday. Got out at 9.30 gave allie a ride home since she lives like 2 seconds away from exit 3. Got wendy's at 10 am because i didnt think i was going back out also got a LARGE iced late. KING ARTHUR was on le tele.. that just completed my daayyy. Brought back the Baxter.. it was 5 days late. YYAAYY. I LOVE TO DRIVE.
Today: I AM SOOO BORED. got to talk to one of my fave people :) cracks me up

I'm hung up on you... WHY!!?? i dont want to be
Jan. 20th, 2006 @ 02:55 pm